Last night I followed the sunset. The sky was lit up with puffs of white over a light blue background and fire red reaching from the setting sun to illuminate the bottom of each cloud. I was mesmerized by the beauty and grandeur of it and went to sleep grateful for the knowledge, power, mercy, and love of the living God.
This morning, at 5:15am, Jordan's heart stopped. Doctors did what they could to revive him as Heidi rushed to hold his little hand. He had done all he could to fight bravely, to hold on with the faith and love of so many. In the end, it was time, and Jordan, like me, followed the sunset.
I know with all my heart that I will see my son again and he will rise in the resurrection a perfect child. I know that Heidi and I will raise him again in another time, in another place where we will be together as a perfect family in eternity. I know that the love I have for him remains with him as he remains with me. And I know my Father is a God of Love who is truly close at hand. I used to believe, but now I know.
Jordan was a fighter! I have been following your blog for a long time and I have read every triumph and now your heartache. Your family is in our thoughts and prayers. Thank you for sharing Jordan's fight with us. He was too perfect for this earth. Till you meet again. We love you Jordan!
ReplyDeleteI am sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing Jordan's journey, and yours, with the many who've been praying for you all.
ReplyDeletePraying for your family and so sorry for your loss...
ReplyDeletePraying for your sweet family. Thank you for allowing us all to feel a little closer to Heaven through Jordan.
ReplyDeleteWhat a special spirit Jordan has! I felt it as he looked at me with his wise eyes as a newborn. Thank you for sharing your journey. love and peace to all of you
ReplyDeleteOur thoughts and prayers are with you. A separate letter follows. We love you and your family so much, and are thankful for being able to be with you each day through your blog.
ReplyDeletePresident and Sister Smith
I never met Jordan or your sweet family, but you have touched my heart. Our prayers are with you.
ReplyDeleteIm so sorry, each and everynight I was praying for you all. Now I will continue to pray to my sweet Noah and tell him that he has a new angel to show around, but something tells me these 2 souls know their way around and will fly along side us. You all are such amazing parents and an amazing family. Your teachings of faith and compassion in the end make this world a better place. My heart and prayers are with you all at this time
ReplyDeleteTears and prayers for your beautiful baby and family
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ReplyDeleteI am so saddened to learn of Jordan's passing. He was loved by all of us, and thank you for allowing us to become a part of your family. Your family is very special to us and we love you unconditionally. May God grant you peace and serenity. And thank you Jordan for bringing us all closer together. May God bless each one of you today and forever.
Jason Cheney
My heart aches for you and for your family at this difficult time. We have been following your journey and been inspired and uplifted by your words and your strength. We will continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers and will never forget your little Jordan and his fighting spirit. You have helped me live more presently with my own children as I am reminded how precious life is. Thank you for sharing this experience with us all.
ReplyDeleteMelissa Garvin
Dear Janeway Family,
ReplyDeleteAs I sit here with tears running down my face, I want to share my most sincere prayers and condolences. Our hearts hurt for you, and we pray for Gods' loving arms to envelop you right now and always. Your little angel will not be forgotten
I hope I can see the beauty in life when I am in the mist of trails. Thank you for your wonderful examples. Our prayers are with you to help sustain you further.
ReplyDeleteRyan and Heidi,
ReplyDeleteI was lifted by your testimony and that knowledge shall bring you a lot peace throughout your life. He has gone to prepare a mansion in the City of God for your eternal family. May His grace attend you as you grieve and may you find the endless comfort from the Atonement of Jesus Christ. God Bless you!!
The Baileys
Jason and Annalynn
Ryan, Heidi, and Janeway Family,
ReplyDeleteWe are so sorry for your loss, and so impressed by your faith. We appreciate the strength, light, and love you given your son, your family, and each other. You are in our thoughts.
The Gonnuscio Family
Jerry and Jennifer
Heidi and Ryan, I'm deeply sorry for your loss. I just can't imagine what you are going through!! It's so comforting to know that you will be able to see him again, and to be able to raise him in a much more beautiful place...and that he is completely perfect. You are such amazing parents and Jordan is your sweet little angel protecting you from above. know that you and your family are in our prayers. We love you!!
ReplyDeleteWe cannot express how sorry we are to hear of the loss of your beautiful boy. We are sending our love and prayers to heaven for Jordan.
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